OMG!OMG!OMG!
5 more days to go!!!
ive survived the last 5 days.
though hardly surviving.
but i managed to go thru it..
tomorrow, im meeting din in the evening
to passed baby's sony ericsson and mine to him
his battery running low
im dead if i cant get thru him and would never go to sleeep without listening to his voice first
i'll also bring some foood for him.
kesian dier, mintak mee goreng instant and biscuit.
thanks sooo much DIN.
we owe u one big time.
hehe
i misss nan so much
monday schoool reopens
halik already boooked me for dinner with watie at popeye.
i try to make it.. in fact, i wannna come along.
monday comes, im just looking forward for friday
the day my baby boooked out!!!!!
i dont know what to wear!!
and i just wannna kisss and hug him tight.
gosh, i misss it sooo much
i miss your smell, your hugs, your warmth, your kisses and everything..
i misss u
i went out with my dearest gfs (shasha, einn, sheila, ad)
we went to ikhsan's cousin weddding
gerek pe ikhsan.
soooo much fuuun!!!
we den head to admiralty for a while and straight to city halll.
met nazee, shazy, kiki and amin.
just chilll around
sooo fun
but i wished i went offf with ad.
baby was oready expecting me to be at home or otw home.
im sorrrry, i shud have known bettter.
i went home alone straight away after my short conversation with nan..
im sorrrry dearest friends for going offf earlier then usual.
i reallly pitied ad.
she seeem so desperate
i understand how u feeel.
that never ending insecurities
feeling vulnerable
i just wish i could help
but im not sure how tooo
maybe your love for him is justtt tooo great.
goodluck baby :)
looking at my past relationships
at some of my fcuked up guy friends
at my gf who is suffering because of some guys..
im not bragging
but i cant help but to feeel sooo fortunate
to have a man like nan in my life.
why cant you guys be like him?!
k diam.
he leads me to the right path
he put aside his huge ego to make things better
he showers me with gift and endless time
i went home without him twice on my own?
the rest of the time, he would send me up till my door step
most importantly..
his sincerity/honesty towards me.
his love and care he has been providing
his wanting of being a better man to me.
"you've beeen great baby. you're one in a million. u left me for 5 days and i realised so many things about you. you are so great. words cant describe. i love you so much and im looking forward to spend the rest of my life with you. i love you nan"
phew..
tiring or what
i make two guys feel better
and i feel great myself.
i really hope nazmi goes to the right path and i hope fadli forgive me!
i cant sleeep now
im so wide awake.
today is arique's 100th day
how time passed.
but thinking bout it..
it seems so yesterday
ohya..
a bitch went thru nan's profile and mine too at friendster
nan privatise his profile..
i bet she is leaving him comment saying like
''booo...yada3..''
viewed my profile.
bodoh punyer pompuan.
i bet she is reading our blog toooo...
wadever kae.
like they all say..
i look way better then her..
you're ugly afterall..
ok faz, stop bitching
haha
k diam.
ok.
5 more days to go.
i love you
:)
(the older pictures)
Labels: faz loves nan :)
