what a week it have beeen.
i was everyday eversince friday.
nan booked out at 12 noon.
so many things had happpened.
we even got time to do window shopping something (secret)
im sooo looking forward for that to happpen.
i wont count down the days as it would be longer.
i'll just wait and it willl come sooooon!!
we catched tropic thunder yesterday
together with naim and shasha.
it was gerek but corny jokes in there.
we had late dinnner at kfc and met skudai.
we started our bitching session over dinnner.
we conclude that she is the dummmest girl we ever met
and the they conclude that shasha and me are the biggest hypocrite ever.
yeap, what bo said is true..
to be your fren is to be the biggest hypocrite.
p.s.
i wanna help u but you're not helping yourself
i pity u.
but i cant seeem to stop bitching bout you.
everybody shares the same thoought as bout u.
look what u got yourself into over a guy.
not worth it girl.
and im glad u do not want the money.
i just hope you gt out of the shittyhole asap.
you guys gotta work harder to support each other's 'wearer' style.
kesian.
nan is booking in tonight.
at 9.00pm.
going to baby's house and then to ECP.
to join shasha, naim, shaz, kiki and amin.
damn, we cant stay long.
most probably..
baby coming back to my place to change and off he goes to HTA.
i cant wait to start earning money back.
at least it kills my time.
:)
i miss arique soooo much.
the hardship that our family went thru seeems so yesterday.
but its oready months.
i know you're no longer here.
its uselesss to keeep finding a replica of you.
that wont happpen
i just hope that the baby my sis is carrying is a boy.
its a gift from god.
maybe thats the healthier version of sharique.
but you know..
you're irreplaceable.
when i walk thru some toyshop..
without realising..
i would browse for toycars..
i know thats your favourite..
great urge to buy it for you..
but you're not here..
if only you're here.
im working extra hard in school for you
and for you favourite one and only umi.
keeep her happy so you're happpy tooo.
i just wish you keeep coming back into my dream.
i dread the feeling of waking up after seeing you..
i just wanna continue sleeeping,
being with you.
again..
i dont mind giving up everything to be with you.
you're worth the sacrifice.
nothing else matters, not even mom and nan.
welll..
ive beeen a real dimwit.
to shasha-
sorrry for being mad at you over our meeting in schoool.
maybe im just stresssed and tired out.
and for just walking offf without waiting for you and einnn..
i love you.
to sheila-
you've beeeen great bebeh.
no words can describe the sweetnesss in you.
i love you like helllll.
im sorrry if i ever hurt u in anyways.
to einn-
im superbly sorrrrry.
over the misunderstanding and the other day.
im sorrry for creating a scene and making u loook sooo stupid chasing me.
but i just never felt so stupid before.
maybe im overeacting..
i know..
tackle the problem, not the person.
im soooory for the harsh words.
i love you baby.
p.s.
a moron parking his bike
thinking that he owns the parking spacce.
extreme left: shaz's
extreme right: nan's
center: naz -_- haha.
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