had enough.
nisa quitted her job.
im doing it sooon. i guess.
2nd manager called me again this morning
bearing in mind, sunday.
he fcuked me up on the fone
leaving in tears after that
all because of a last minutes call in sick on saturday.
fcuk fcuk fcuk.
why is everyone so fcuked up nowadays???
!@#$%^&*
pegi mati sudah korang.
i guess i may have the most boring life.
its work almost everyday.
i saw some of my girlfriend's blogs.
gerek or what
enjoyment everyday.
i wish i could have that kind of life
:)
eventhough its hard
but i cant help it but to look forward for so many things.
they day i give my family and nan a big2 treat
insyallah
and definately,
i owe nisa one shisha treat
hehe
and i skipped my doctor's appointment today
im just soooo scared.
it has been moved to a later date.
nan is booking out today
and we'll be going out with his bunk mates.
hehe
and yea!!!
i cant wait for tml!!
im meeting my lovellies!!
:)
let me whine..
i cant stand my job?
wait,
my job is fine,
my workmates suck?
fcuking arrogant and a big big bully??
3 men's job they throw it at me all alone??
nabeychappteng2.
siak betol..
i just have to be thick skin.
i promise to myself..
1. no full shift
2. no 8 hours work during holiday seasons
3. get what i want
4. never to die die work for them.
cb, im gonna do things on my own pace.
fcuked up working environments.
*never trust people cooking or serving your food,
i haD a very bad experience there.
if a 5-star hotel doing it,
i bet its fcuking fcuking fcuking worse out there.
BEWARE!!!
haha,
yesterday was bad indeed.
but today, it was better
maybe after my rest i guess.
well,
im not loking forward to waking up early
but definately looking forward to meeting my boyfriend.
he'll be booking out at noon tml and well be fetching me home from work at 3.
i just hope i'll get to go home early like on monday.
yeah,
we wanted to have shisha session
but since everyone is down with some stuff
kesian nan, tak menjadi
its oryte, they'll make it someday
it would just be the 2 of us
but i know it would still be fine
:)
and yeah..
earning my bucks again tml.
haha,
unbelievable
but i have a job and an income.
but again,
the job is super tough
i bet u cant take it shasha.
brief description:
450 am - wake up
530 am - im out from house
630 am - i reach work
700 am - im at work
1330 pm - im off from work.
bearing in mind..
no breaks.
if there is, not paid and im done at 3.
p.s. fucking shit environment.
HAHAHA!!!
i hate my boyfriend.
i hate my job, tooo many stupid morons.
i hate my day.
all thanks to u.
bodoh.

yeap yeap yeap.
this are the pictures i managed to snapped in the train.
we went flower picking at jurong point yesterday.
i gotten a pink rose, but it was with thorns.
i managed to snap the stalk but just to know that all the petals were scattering on the floor.
but it was superbly nice effects.
hahaha

this are the goodies lovely sheila gotten for me from her bali trip.
i love it soooo much.
sheila gave me the greenblack sarong bag whereas einn with whiteblue and shasha with yellowblack.
we alll wore it yesterday!!!
i love the bag soooo much!!
thanks b!
mwah!
and i still love the greenand black agnesb tote bag my sister gotten for me.
hehe!!
p.s. your desperate attempt to break us apart fail cause you're nothing comparing to how much im worth to them.
ive wronged them
they are not hypocrites
''your usual exaggeration of words and a touch of your drama-mama thingy to the situation''
a good attempt though
remember;
its genuine unlike yours, fake.
that
''the term for eu is desperate''
familiar??
haha..
:)
hehe
i had so much fun today
i met einn and sheila at 2plus ;)
we walked around jurong point and i saw this gorgeous bag and dress
i want it!!!
35.90 and 29.90 respectively
nan...
hmmm
hehehe
welll anyway..
we had our cum dinner at cahaya
and we head off to cineleisure.
it was packed and we couldnt got the tickets.
we then head to p.s to deposit money.
we were like morons over there.
haha
we gotten the 7.05show de cathay.
hehehe.
yes man was darn hilarious.
'thanks shasha for squashing my face with icecube'
and i nearly pulll down her tube.
and ya, we gotten the front row seats.
i swear we were like morons.
it was a great day.
great outings with my lovelies.
great, motivating movie
sheila and i were hyper alll the way
and i seriously love the purse, the keychain, the sarong bag, the bangle and the holder u gave me sheila!!!
i shalll post the pictures in my next entry..!
my boyfriend's handphone screen have decided to crack for no reason
'inaccordance to his statement'
now i cant receive any msges from him
neither he could do so..
all im doing now is just to wait for his call.
i misssed his call this morning as i woke up 15minutes later.
moron.
there are so many people who plays a part in my life.
here are some of those very important once
:)
faz and nan eversince 23rdfebruary2008
we went thru ups and downs together
we laugh and we cry together.
thanks for coming into my life

thank Allah for the fate
syukur alhamdulillah

my closest friends in school.
they are the best
:)

sheila whom i knew long long time ago.
it was sooo much fun being with you.
i appreaciate what uve done for me all this while.
i love you b.
and though many tried to break us up
we still stick together.
that shoows how strong our bond is.
i love u girls.

my new friend!!!
aydil.
i do not where have you gone.
we misss u sooo much.
you're one of the best friend i ever had
:)

presenting SUE & JANNAH
my true true friends cum sisters
they who understand me without having me to utter a single word
they who stood by me eversince ive known them years ago.
they who love me regardless of who i am.
i love you sooo much
and only god knows how much i miss the old times.
i do not mind going thru it again.
i love you soooo much
mwah!


to my beautiful yet irritating sister
i love the bag though i have to top up!
i love making u irritated
i love going out with you and the rest.
i love you and i want a boy, kalau girl pon boleh.
suker hati kau.
hahahaaaaaa

siti faeqa
another reason why i love spending time with my family
:)

i wont say much
only HE knows how much i adore my mom and dad.
i wannt to be goood now
and maybe give u both a bettter life
:)
lastly..
To my beloved long misssed SHARIQUE.
its been 5months11days
and 18 more days to you turning 4.
i still cry to sleeep at night thinking bout you.
and
i still love you the most, no one could ever replaced that.
and
i wont stop missing you.


heaven is your home now.

DOOOOONUUUUT DAY @ vivocity
it was zoukout day.
but we didnt go.
hehehe

kind of dissapointing.
the donuts wasnt as delicious as the one we had at causeway point.
theres no filling inside.

after that...
we went to meeet nisa and din
and i finallly clinched a job after so long searching for it.
its not easy jannnah!!!
the timing is 7am-3pm.
i dont even knoe if i could wake up. but im so thankful ive got a job
:)
we had shisha at the usual place
it was soooo fun.
nisa's first time.
and baby bought me 2 bags!!!
i love it!!!!
i love you more
:)
Umur masik girl lagi...belom tau makne sakit...bbual belit2...mama pn tk gitu...tk tau rejected or reality...o well...if dat makes u feel better and be able to sleep at night...watever...ahaha...dekni betine ke...pukimak? muke betine perangai pukimak..ahaha...da ar tk sada diri...ahaha...rejected mak nye...ahah...nk mcm paham...smue kwn die yg lelaki...die pikir org suke die...bodo peh betine...opps...i mean pukimak...opps i mean "pompuan"
the day my brother becomes a MAN!
WELCOME TO SCDF ACADEMY
tadaaaaaaa!!!!
mom, hassy and me went to sent him offffff
my mom shed some tears
:)
just enjoy the pictures!!

my bro is hidden by the big man..

mom and bro

after the oath taking ceremony




they actuallly swear to defend the country with their life
hmmmmm

has having some refreshment

the refresment pack we're presented with.
hehehe
shasha, sheila and einnn..
im eating great foood here!!
hahaha, makanan HTA amcm??
best????
lalalalaaaaaa

ours!!




the foood the guys would be serve during their 3months there.
i have to admit..
it looks great.
:)

the eating area

inside the bunk

the iron standds and steam iron!!!
how easy their life is..

hassy and mom

CPL ASHRI, one of the cast from DANIEL.
:)
the 7inch bed that they are proud offff
one bunk consist of 20men.
it looks very comfortable.
HAHA

the dorm where my brother is currently residing



the equipments



the neccesities

the gas chamber,
the smoke comes from vegetable oil

and yeap!
thats all.
this entry was supposed to be published long ago.
but while i was updating this entry
a cockroach flew by, was tooo afraid to continue.
and now,
in am my boyfried's place
haha
he will back in his chalet later.
aiya....