devourer of love

to morons.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

when i blast,

means im telling the truth

i never let my judgement be clouded by emotions.

when i tell the facts,

it hurts

but its up to you to take it or retaliate.

when i decided to shuddup,

it doesnt mean that i lose

it just means that i cant be bothered

truth stays

you're nobody

not important.

''simpan tak kaya, buang tak rugi"

the qoute from your bestie to shasha and me.

look whos talkingggg

now its to the two of you.

nabeychowchibai kae bo.

haha.

siak.

my post!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

muhammad sharique
at times..
i hate being alone.
thats when everything came back
the tears, the pain
everything.
i wont forget the memories we shared together

though i look happy and strong on the outside
but thats just fake layer of me to avoid questions.
not that i dont appreaciate people caring about me..
i just hate telling anyone what im reallli thinking.
if u done wrong to me
dont think you're right when i acted as if nothing happen
i just cant be bothered trying to make things better
you dont mean that much to me
thats how i feeel towards things that has been happening or happened to me
many would encourage talking it out
but, will it worsen the matter or make it better?
rather be ignorant?
i guess it true..
ignorance is bliss
at times,
i would try opening up to my boyfriend and mom and sometymes sister
but again
most of it, i rather keep it to myself

thanks mannan
for everything, youve done tooo much for me
u did nothing and never stopped me from doing what i want
its just your sincerity and patience that makes me become who i am today.
from a 1-pointer to 3
i just love you so much
may whatever we are having now last forever.
and yes, you're the most loyal guy.
everything changed sooo much after ive met him.
im sorrry if the changes affected anyone.
i hope you pray the best for me and accept the way it is
and i do it too
cause i want the best for you.

home is the best place afterall
appreaciating and loving your family is way better than having 100 acquitances
do them goood when you still can.
prioritise your family
cause when you're in the deepest hole, its them who would pull you out.

ive been having hectic days..
11mens work is being done by 3 - 4mens
no extra days. the rest are free-riders.
again,
why am i doing all this?
lighten others burden and my gpa i guess.
i just want to do well and do what i want to do.
i just have to tolerate.
tolerance is blissful?
haha
theres limits.
but if someone ever exceeed the limits, are they even aware?
i doubt so..

everything is all over the place.
but i'll just whine till im content.
right now,
eqa is beside me trying to type on my lappy.
shes always disturbing me
but thats the reason on i love being at home.
ive learnt my lesson.
i didnt spent enuff time with sharique
i rather waste it outside
and that was what i thought life is all about (then)
its all wrong.

i do not want to regret anymore.
im spending time with them like theres no tml.
ive lose one and regret
and i do not wish to lose anyone and regret anymore.
yes, i should have known better.

i saw mimi and zana recently.
im so glad that things are fine again.
takecare babes :)

right now,
im rushing on my projects
POM is on me
COACHING is watie.
EVM is shared between me and some.
i swear i wont be a free-rider.
argh, the thought of doing others works, and let them get the marks and share the glory is just effing irritating.
and worse, let them flunk your powerpoint presentation cause they know nothing about it.
theres no way im doing another project with them.
haha, is there even?

and lalaalalaa
these are snaps when im at home.
and im still procrastinating on going jogging with my mom or staying at home.

fazzzy's

Sunday, January 18, 2009

woooohooooo.

weekend was tiring..
went to town to meeet all the loveliess

thouught time were wasted on waiting
but it was alright
:)

we made our way to luckyplaza
but some were underage??
hahaha, kecohhhhhh!!!

but we all settle for arcade after that.
i almost won the daytona.
damn!

we then went to taka..
of all places
-_________-
and i saw rasulllMT and syawal and lalalalala

when the rest have went home
ahmad, shaz , naz and nan wanted to go over to shaz house for some fun (kening naek2)
haha
but i couldnt join.
but they promise they make it up to me...
hahahahaaaaaaaaaaa
jealous giler aku!!!

to nan:
dont be affected by others gestures.
love you
mwah!

Oni's blog

Saturday, January 17, 2009

k..supose to meet faz at 2...but now is 2 50...n she just went out of the house..ahah....its ok..use to it..she's tired i guess..morning went pasar with her mum...o well.. aniwaes...its been ok..my chalet been very slow lately..i guess cause doing the same ting over n over again..its quite draining me physically and mentally..but im out now!ahah...

cant wait to meet fazzy later...o yea..i guess im changing the song..i hope she dont mind.a.hah..love my baby fazz!

P.S I love eating Paddle Pop, Pop Corn, Lolly Pop, Especially when they make the POP POP POP sound...Especially On this coming thursday..wahahaha

fazzy's post

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

since it hasnt beeen updated for a while..
let me just whine

my former former hp bill came again.

i long forgotten bout it until yesterday.

$816.70.

and yes, fahmy have to pay 3/4 of it.

why?

he has a part to play 2 years ago?

i forgot.

and i do not know where to find that effing 200bucks.

fcuk.

should have known bettter!

(while he is gaming, im bored)
and yesyes, went to johnlittle expo sale yesterday.

wasnt quite what we expected.

i had soooo much fun with my mom, siti, shasha and sis.

we wentt to changi airport after that.

walked till our legs gave away.

im sure ct enjoyed herself.

and lalala

im going for my first ever major interview tommorrow.

im done with the preparation except the photostat thingy..

gonnna do it later.

right now..

i wish my boyfriend is here with me..

i miss him sooo much.

though he is only away for 2days, gonna POP, next wednesday.

i cant wait for that.

then we could start watching movie over the weekdays :)

for now,

i just spend all my time on my family and schoool

it has beeen superbly buzy in school.

sorrry for not being able to hang out with the guys during the weekdays.

im soooo sure you guys are sick of asking me out.

right?

sorrry, i didnt mean it.

but i just rather be at home then outside.

sorrry b.

litttle momento from our zooo trip weeks ago.

i love you nan

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fazzy's post

Sunday, January 11, 2009

im at boyfriend's place now..
very very bored.

im just looking forward for the upcoming interview.
i just hope i'll get thru it.
it would definately change my life!
wahahahahahahahaaaaaaa.

and i shalll bann naz and shaz from leaving the countryyyyyy!
:)

my sister's

sister's work of photograpy

siti's doll and tetens.

hahaha

sharique

6months 5 days..

could i turn back time?

i dont mind loosing what i have now if i could do so.

mom saw the near exact replica of arique..
hes a lil bit dark, 2years old
she cried, carassed and kisssed him so hard..
kesian mak.

im praying for the exact replica
ALLAH is great
HE who gives and to HE where we return
may he answer our prayers.
AMIN

al-fateha

i had soo much fun today.
first of all
to my dearest baby;
u who loves me sooo much
love that is soo pure and sincere
who leads me to the right path
leaving behind bad habits and influences
and i never regret abit leaving that 'path'
though i lose friends along the way
but i do gain more
:)
i love you
and insyallah
im gonna grow old with you
thanks ayg.

welll...
we had shisha today!
it was superbly fun
haha
i was soo glad sheila and einn could make it
thanks guys
round it offff

hisham - cina that cannnot walk straight
naz - maintain all the way
shaz - prangai par (rampas2)
nan - almost lose it
shasha - hyena
faz - loony
ahmad - muker moron
kiki - tahan tahan tapi burst
haikal - i cant differentiate. its the same. hahaha

goood niight!!!

fazzy's post

Monday, January 5, 2009

i had the best weekend ever
:)
6days with my boyfriend.
i love you

our post :)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

"There comes a point in your life when you realize what matters and what was pointless. You lose friends, gain them, & you learn who was there for you and who wasn’t. You begin to understand what life is and how to deal with things. You are always being tested with life challenges that you must overcome. You decide what is wrong what is right. You choose your own decisions and you life with the consequences."

i was browsing thru kiki's blog i saw this very meaningful paragraph. i cant copy paste so nan manually typed down.

haha.

the paragraph is just super meaningful and true.

muhammad sharique

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Happy 4th Birthday Sharique
:)

we miss you badly
we love you soo much
you're still my sweetheart.
you'll never be replace.
i love you
i miss you badly.
al-fateha
amin.