muhammad sharique
at times..
i hate being alone.
thats when everything came back
the tears, the pain
everything.
i wont forget the memories we shared together
though i look happy and strong on the outside
but thats just fake layer of me to avoid questions.
not that i dont appreaciate people caring about me..
i just hate telling anyone what im reallli thinking.
if u done wrong to me
dont think you're right when i acted as if nothing happen
i just cant be bothered trying to make things better
you dont mean that much to me
thats how i feeel towards things that has been happening or happened to me
many would encourage talking it out
but, will it worsen the matter or make it better?
rather be ignorant?
i guess it true..
ignorance is bliss
at times,
i would try opening up to my boyfriend and mom and sometymes sister
but again
most of it, i rather keep it to myself
thanks mannan
for everything, youve done tooo much for me
u did nothing and never stopped me from doing what i want
its just your sincerity and patience that makes me become who i am today.
from a 1-pointer to 3
i just love you so much
may whatever we are having now last forever.
and yes, you're the most loyal guy.
everything changed sooo much after ive met him.
im sorrry if the changes affected anyone.
i hope you pray the best for me and accept the way it is
and i do it too
cause i want the best for you.
home is the best place afterall
appreaciating and loving your family is way better than having 100 acquitances
do them goood when you still can.
prioritise your family
cause when you're in the deepest hole, its them who would pull you out.
ive been having hectic days..
11mens work is being done by 3 - 4mens
no extra days. the rest are free-riders.
again,
why am i doing all this?
lighten others burden and my gpa i guess.
i just want to do well and do what i want to do.
i just have to tolerate.
tolerance is blissful?
haha
theres limits.
but if someone ever exceeed the limits, are they even aware?
i doubt so..
everything is all over the place.
but i'll just whine till im content.
right now,
eqa is beside me trying to type on my lappy.
shes always disturbing me
but thats the reason on i love being at home.
ive learnt my lesson.
i didnt spent enuff time with sharique
i rather waste it outside
and that was what i thought life is all about (then)
its all wrong.
i do not want to regret anymore.
im spending time with them like theres no tml.
ive lose one and regret
and i do not wish to lose anyone and regret anymore.
yes, i should have known better.
i saw mimi and zana recently.
im so glad that things are fine again.
takecare babes :)
right now,
im rushing on my projects
POM is on me
COACHING is watie.
EVM is shared between me and some.
i swear i wont be a free-rider.
argh, the thought of doing others works, and let them get the marks and share the glory is just effing irritating.
and worse, let them flunk your powerpoint presentation cause they know nothing about it.
theres no way im doing another project with them.
haha, is there even?
and lalaalalaa
these are snaps when im at home.
and im still procrastinating on going jogging with my mom or staying at home.
