today is monday :)
im not bored just fortunate to be at home as the rest are working .
no monday blues for me!
today till friday will SIMS days for me!
i would devote all my time to SIMS!
i thank my boyfriend for that wonderful gift.
well,
i had my endoscopy on friday.
it was horrible.
i was hardly asleeep when they insert that stupid tube into my throat down my stomach.
i could feeel everything.
i tried kicking, someone held on to my leg.
i tried kicking again and i felt another pair of hands clinging on to my leg
my desperate attempt to escape failed.
i feeeel so sick after that.
my throat was super sore and my limbs were superbly weak.
now i understand the fear arique had in him
when many monster looking strangers surrounding him.
kesian dier..
i wouldnt wanna step into a hospital again.
truth stays, nurses and doctors are sooo mean.
stop trying to look nice and helpful.
i seen the truth.
i guess thats what arique have been wanting to tell us.
!@#$%^&*
