amidst all the celebration that has been ongoing..
i secretly been crying at night cause i miss you..
again..
i still prefer my 20th birthday..
you are there..
and everyone is there..
i just wish i would have spent more time with you when you are here.
the grieve has yet to go
now im missing you badly..
i love you arique.
and only HE knows how much i love and miss you
al-fatehah
