devourer of love

my boyfriend is soundly asleep right now.

im having problem sleeping at night.
i hate this habit.
i love sleeping early and starting my day early.
i love morning % evening but i hate afternoon.

to whoever that is concern:
thanks for listening to me whining and all my problems.
it makes me really feel so much better.
and i thank to whomever that is concern for that.
you know who you are

to my roti nan:
thanks for being patient with me, tolerating my nonsense and massive amount of stress during this period.
no more camps and i could see more of you.
i love you nan

and i wish ica starts faster
holiday everyday gets boring at times.
but yes, im appreaciating everything now.
may never get to do this ever when i start.

now i cant sleep
my stomach hurts badly.