to mannan;

its hard at times keeping up with you.
and i know its hard for you keeping up with me.
we both have different wanting.
and the only common wanting between us is love.

and no matter how badly others wanna see us fall..
we are together
cause we are bonded by love
that some do not even have the privilege of having.
hence im fortunate to have you and no matter what, i wont let you go
eventhough you were so persistent THEN.

i hate whatever happens yesterday.
when i hurt you, i hurt myself.
when i hit you, i feel the pain.

i thought things are gonna be better after the 6months near 7 months of gruelling wait.
those sundays..
when i rush to your place,
and we rush wherever we go.
those saturdays when we have to divide our time with so so many things.
those fridays when i have to wait till you finish your prac late at night.
i thought things are reallly gonna be better.
but somehow im wrong.

i feel that in life..i wait too much.
at times, i feel like giving up, cause its too hard on me.
i do not want to continue.

and for love..
i wait.

and to anyone who tried to get thru me yesterday..
sorry for not picking up the calls and replying to messages.
youre not the only one im avoiding.
thanks abglili