devourer of love

my bad

Monday, June 29, 2009

im over-reacting.

im sorrry baby.

4.12am was call from ops room (operation room)
1.50am was a call from his colleague
anonymous calll on our monthsary was of the SA (staff assistant) clerifying about his MC.

another one, rang 7 times at 6 plus am was his stupid DTL (deputy team leader)

the misunderstanding is cleared and im soooo happpy.

i spend my day with baby eating subway sandwiches, left 4 dead and gate crash someone's birthday surprise.
it comes with free flow of drinks and fruit cakes.

we had a talk with nisa and din.
asking how they cope with each others changes in career and schoool.
thanks guys.
it reallly mean so much too me and nann.

next - wild wild wet :)

tell me how you feel BOY

Sunday, June 28, 2009

TELL ME, HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN..

A ANONYMOUS NUMBER RINGING YOUR BOYFRIEND AT 4.12 AM?
A STRANGE NUMBER RINGING HIM AT 1.50 AM?
A ANONYMOUS NUMBER RINGING HIM DURING YOUR MONTHSARY?

HOW DO YOU FEEL??

when you began asking him
he would say, stop being irritating, and beeep the line goes.

HOW DO YOU FEEL??

WATIE & HALIK.........

fazzy's post

Sunday, June 21, 2009

life is like a rollercoaster.
a mixure of emotions at one go.
eventually, i get tired of riding it.

i always had splendid times when im with my boyfriend.
for now and all..
im feeling so tired of all this feelings.

could i stop crying for a moment?
i just want to stop worrying.
could i god?

and it is really affecting me so much boyfriend.
it hinders me from loving you more each day.
the fear in me is just so overwhelming.

i just hope its all wrong.
haish

fazzy's post

Saturday, June 20, 2009

ahhwww...
if i could turn back time and take something..
the only person i bring back is arique.
"time will heal"
it would only lessen the sorrow of losing but soon the feeling of missing becomes over-whelming.
and time wont heal anything
as time passes, the feeling of missing becomes so so over-whelming that you dont know how to contain it anymore.
hence..
the day i stop missing him is the day that i die.
period

couples do fight.
if there is no fight, then they should start worrying cause either one or both party are keeping something.
i fouught with him countless times..so hard and so bad.
but we kept on coming to each other.
and yes.
i decided.
i love him and only him.

and i miss my two dearest sisters so much.
each of us are all so preoccupied with so many things in life.
work especially.
but i know that they'll be happy cause they have each their own soulmates.
and i know,
whatever friendship that we forged together thru the years..
will stay strong despite anything.
i love you girls.

this was taken during sports camp.

25thjanuary2008.

organised by the seniors.

thats when i first set my eyes on mannan.

for some reason..

he looks real cute, attractive, cool.

i repeat this countless times-i asked him to massage my leg.

i initiate everything.

but he still initiate the chatting on msn.

and im glad i chatted on the phone with ms adawiyah.

i see you sooon dear.

i spent so much time recently with nur ain ishak.
cause we work together.
i had so so much fun at work with her.
we would be laughing, singing backstreetboys song loudly.
banging on the table.
thanks bitch, for listening to me and really comforting me with all the facts
that is true.
i hold to what you said to me that night.
i love you.

and congrats to ms rus rus for passing her TP.
cool right when we have the important issues in our life at the same timing.
i sign, you drive.
i signed, you passed!

we ladies..
no matter how strong we look on the outside,
how ruthless we are at work,
how fierce we are to bangla,
deep inside, we do have our insecurities.
right ladies?

when we sit down and share..
i realise there are just too many similarities..
when our man look at other girls,
when our man reply late to our messages,
picking up our call late,
when they are out there without us..
its all the same.

but they are also the one who will take away all those insecurities.
strange right.
and true..
a man would not stay and come back to you if he has another one.

and having mannan as my boyfriend, my best friend, my brother & my oily roti..
i couldnt ask for more.
your imperfections are those that makes you perfect
:)
i love you.

nobody but you

Friday, June 19, 2009

thanks baby
for loads of great food
sims3 (collectors' edition)
left 4 dead

and congrats upon winning w980 sony erricson.
it could have been mine.
ya, i want that from you.

We are back in business..been awhile since i do aniting in the blog and finally i help out abit..ahah.. nt much but atleast sumting..aha...hmm..dont mind the songs i have no idea wat sng to put..so hmm..try skipin if u dont like it..theres a few genre..ahah

niwaes..life is ok..working life oready...aniwaes...faz n me have gd news but wishes to suprises u guys later..ahah...i have no idea if u guys know or nt but watever..even if u know..when i say a suprise everyone will be suprise that the suprise im going to suprise is a suprise u have oready known..ahah...

i love faz la..ahah..love her so much..she have been making me proud and happy u know..love u ayg..hehe..mwah!

WEEEEE!

things are finally falling into place.
ive been on webcam with mr mannan while trying to work out on our blog.
like finally.
phew.

so many things im looking forward for..
first, looking forward to get over and done with..my part time job at jurong point.
the most slackest job anyone could ever have.
sit whole day, 6 an hour.
great great people surrounding me.
loads of freebies.
second, starting on my new job.
im signing my contract tml!!!!
the rest,
i wont state here till the time comes.
only the closest to me will know.

and..
i miss all my friends.
my lovelies, my sisters.
everybody.
i love jannah
i love sue
i love halik
i love watie
i love sheila
i love einn
i love zul
i love an
i love shasha

and most importantly group of people..
family + my one and only roti nan, mr mannan, onishinigami, mr police officer(yummmy, like what haikal say about the different between police officer and policemen, ya, officer sounds more sexy)

and im still missing arique.
listen,
it would never go away.

i miss allah..
cause i haven beeen faithful to him..

okay.
love.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

goodness..

as you all can seee..

my entries is all to the right.

i give up.

been trying to figure out but fruitless.

i just bug boyfriend to do it for me tml or when he gets back to work later.

so ya,

he is a chi kopek today.

12 hours at geylang.

sorrrry for the everything to the right thing.

and IM BACK!