ahhwww...
if i could turn back time and take something..
the only person i bring back is arique.
"time will heal"
it would only lessen the sorrow of losing but soon the feeling of missing becomes over-whelming.
and time wont heal anything
as time passes, the feeling of missing becomes so so over-whelming that you dont know how to contain it anymore.
hence..
the day i stop missing him is the day that i die.
period
couples do fight.
if there is no fight, then they should start worrying cause either one or both party are keeping something.
i fouught with him countless times..so hard and so bad.
but we kept on coming to each other.
and yes.
i decided.
i love him and only him.
and i miss my two dearest sisters so much.
each of us are all so preoccupied with so many things in life.
work especially.
but i know that they'll be happy cause they have each their own soulmates.
and i know,
whatever friendship that we forged together thru the years..
will stay strong despite anything.
i love you girls.
this was taken during sports camp.
25thjanuary2008.
organised by the seniors.
thats when i first set my eyes on mannan.
for some reason..
he looks real cute, attractive, cool.
i repeat this countless times-i asked him to massage my leg.
i initiate everything.
but he still initiate the chatting on msn.
and im glad i chatted on the phone with ms adawiyah.
i see you sooon dear.
i spent so much time recently with nur ain ishak.
cause we work together.
i had so so much fun at work with her.
we would be laughing, singing backstreetboys song loudly.
banging on the table.
thanks bitch, for listening to me and really comforting me with all the facts
that is true.
i hold to what you said to me that night.
i love you.
and congrats to ms rus rus for passing her TP.
cool right when we have the important issues in our life at the same timing.
i sign, you drive.
i signed, you passed!
we ladies..
no matter how strong we look on the outside,
how ruthless we are at work,
how fierce we are to bangla,
deep inside, we do have our insecurities.
right ladies?
when we sit down and share..
i realise there are just too many similarities..
when our man look at other girls,
when our man reply late to our messages,
picking up our call late,
when they are out there without us..
its all the same.
but they are also the one who will take away all those insecurities.
strange right.
and true..
a man would not stay and come back to you if he has another one.
and having mannan as my boyfriend, my best friend, my brother & my oily roti..
i couldnt ask for more.
your imperfections are those that makes you perfect
:)
i love you.
