life is like a rollercoaster.
a mixure of emotions at one go.
eventually, i get tired of riding it.

i always had splendid times when im with my boyfriend.
for now and all..
im feeling so tired of all this feelings.

could i stop crying for a moment?
i just want to stop worrying.
could i god?

and it is really affecting me so much boyfriend.
it hinders me from loving you more each day.
the fear in me is just so overwhelming.

i just hope its all wrong.
haish