everything around me went silent when baby finally broke the news to me.
from the solemn of his voice
till the moment he uttered the result.
everything around me fall apart.
i thought my suffering would finally end.
he left me waiting for him for 6 months
and he made me overcome whatever corcumstances beyond my might for another 2 months.
and i thought my suffering finally end.
little did i thoought it was actually the beginning of everything.
i have to grow up and i have to stop thinking that the world revolves around me
and that money fall from sky.
we have to work hard if we really want something.
though we are not born with silver spoon in our mouth
that doesnt hinder us from all the goodness that life has got to offer
but the shitty part is the route to our success.
its been 1 year 4 months 7 days counting since our love for each start budding
and slowly it blossom..
we overcome so many challenges together and we still held on to each others hand tightly while crossing the dangerous and busy road.
though at times, we felt that we tried our might to overcome every obstacles and on the brink of giving up but we still held on tightly to each other praying and hoping that it would come to an end.
and again, we kept on overcoming everything.
i have to accept his work no matter how much i dread it.
i have to have trust in him though it hard for me to trust.
i habe to have all the faith in him.
i have to support him as im am his source of energy and motivation.
i have to do it and i have to be strong for him.
now that we both carved a career out of ourselves
and only wtih that, our dreams are achievable.
i do need you to stay strong for me
and i neeed you to tolerate everything like how i do.
no matter how much i hate it,
i have to give you the support and will always giving you the support.
i try okay baby.
i try hard and if i cant, i try harder
till i can.
and im doing this for you, for us.
like how your doing everything for me.
and together we make our dreams come true.
i trully love you.
