devourer of love

hey there..
i just did the skin BY MYSELF
ive been very busy lately..
7 days a week and it is always jam-packed with different activities with different group of people.

12th is arriving and im sure many are looking forward for it.

ill be posted to woodlands checkpoint though i would have prefer tuas.
but i dont care cause i cant afford to be choosy.
i seize all opportunities laid out for me.
and i shall want my comfirmation to permanent staff within a year and definately do more OT to bring home more money.

its been one month since ive started training.
i had so much fun in class.
the so call vacation is going to end soon.
i will never be able to be in a class environment.
i love my colleagues cause they are the once who made me happy and jumping around no matter how tired i am.
im the most energetic girl in there.
small yet loud.

ive got my basic unarmed cert and currently working on my marksman.
again, i want to seize it all..
given my background in npcc..
competitions and stuff..
i hope the skill is still there.
hahaha
$200 oie.

i will definately post their pictures here
and i cant wait to show my BUC instructor..haha.
super cute but married.

i love being busy though.
i love having tight schedule and feel the sense of fulfillment each time i complete it.

despite the busy schedule..
i managed to spend enought time with my boyfriend, family and friends.
i love what im doing.
but again, stepping stone..
i still wanna be a police officer.
and im always jealous when i saw all thos women PO whoish height is almost the same like me.
OHYA..
the govt are contemplating on banning shisha
knnccb.

again..
i miss arique.
when will i stop missing him?
i reallly want to see him, touch him..
i really miss him and still cry at night whenever i think of him.
all i could do i bace fateha.
it suck to feel that thats all you can do.

and im still in love with nannoni :)