my whole world came crumbling down when you said that to me.
i really cant think of anything else but just to walk off.
part of me wanting you to stop me
whereas part of me wanting you to let me go off.
and you let me go off.

if not for friends who was there..
idk what will happen.

and we were finally talking when i reached home.
it was nice dear.
i really don want things to end as we went thru so many many things togehter.
its not a 1 week 1 month thing..
its beeen going on for almost 2 years.

there will be no one to put me to sleep..
no one will take away my fear..
no one to fight with..
no one to listen to me whining..
no one to eat with me..
no one to catch movie with me..
no one for me to kiss and hug..
no one will talk to me till wee hours..
i really don know what to do till 23rd
but if its for the best of us, ill go thru it.

i cant think of anyone else to really take over your place in my heart..
no one is capable enough, no matter how hard they try.
i just need you mannan to be in my heart.
and i wont search further..i just want you to be the permanent resident there. haha.
take care alright baby.
lets not complicate matter and enjoy the air and space we are having now.
i love you. mwah mwah mwah