i miss my past..there is many things which i want to let go now and just go back to my past. There are many things which i want to take from the past and bring it with me now. Im tired with what life got to offer. Im tired to oveercome a new day and be denial of what happened yesterday. I cliimb and i fall. I keeep falling and keep having to pick mysf up. Im tired of telling myself that eventually i get over it. Truth is, im not capable of doing anything. Truth is im useless. Ive wasted 1 year 7 months of ur life. I haven beeen giving and ive beeen a real burden. I stop u from doing anything. And the best part of our relationship is only the first month. I adore nisa and din cause din got a great gf and im not even somewhere near nisa. U made me believe all this. im sorry. i make things better for u. I restore your faith in me though i myself has lost faith in you. I stll love u regardless of what...